It will only get "better"...

I hate not being able to sleep...

Though, what I hate more than that, is getting to the point where I'm juuust about to fall asleep and then I start thinking of a great idea for my Peoples Paper for Bible...

In desperation to not lose said spark of inspiration, I decided to get my laptop and notes and write as much as I could for this paper, which I have to turn into the ASCC before midnight tonight for review and advice...
By this time, 3:33am, I have taken a break from writing a very rough draft/outline about the Persians and am beginning to lose my sudden adrenalin rush...

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and have yet to decide if I want to pack my things back up again (For the 2nd time this morning) and try and fall asleep before my 6:50 alarm goes off...
OR
If I want to push myself to finish writing as much as possible in the next 10-15 minutes...

Hmmm...I think I'd be better off doing the latter...
Only as far as having some "sense of accomplishment for my efforts" that is...
I am certainly not choosing it to feel like I am taking care of myself...
It's just that my poor body/mind has a really stressful time attempting to rest when I know that I am running late on something important and I have a busy day ahead of me...
Oh well...I really can't wait till this paper completely over with...But whatcha gonna do...
(The above is a rhetorical statement and therefore has no need for an "?"...Just so you know...)

Oh College, I have such a Love-Hate relationship with you right now...
And yes, I know it will only get "better"...
*Sigh*